Change must come...this time definitely for the better.

It's about time I started my own blog. I plan to use it when I am tempted to say something I should keep to myself. I thought about making it private, but if someone stumbles across it and can learn what not to say to other people, then perhaps I will feel a little less bad about myself. When my little brother asked me today why I was upset with myself, I replied "Because the ridiculous, emotional, can't-keep-her-mouth-shut,

girl part of me that has to create drama when there is none has crept out of me." Now I'm starting this because I already leaked thoughts that should have been sealed in my head tighter, but when the urge comes again...when I feel myself losing all rational thinking, I will come to this new place of refuge and write it here.